I think I have SPD but I'm not sure...

by Sarah
(Singapore)

I never knew there was such a thing but ever since I was a child I hated wearing underwear and I remember my mother used to beat me before she would catch me without panties. I just hated the feeling of it touching my skin.

I also never liked wearing tight clothes and would prefer to wear loose and baggy tops. The issues went away as I grew older and I don't know what happened but in March, suddenly all the clothes I've always worn started giving me issues. I hated how the seams of the shorts I usually wear at home touches my waist, I couldn't stand wearing underwear, I hated the feeling of my t shirts touching my shoulder.

Now I only wear this ONE particular loose t shirt and shorts at home. I wear them for 3-4 days before washing it and my parents started wondering why I'm doing this.

I don't know how to explain to them. I feel very low about myself and I hate to go shopping anymore because I feel every piece of clothing is gonna give me issues. I can't wear dresses anymore cause I don't wear underwear. It has made life so miserable for me.

I don't know what to do and where to get help on this.